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I feel like I'm being avoided ._.

PS: this is me Taking Things Too Seriously. Again.

In case you couldn't tell :( Overly emotional days do that to me.

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AAARRGGGHHHH money stress ._. I just put in $335 on my credit card, because I really needed to. It was back up $133 over its limit even though I put $400 onto it before Seattle, but after groceries, fabricland and the little shopping I used it for in Seattle (ok, about $100 cdn), it needed it. I want to switch my webhosting services, which is a flat $114 cdn for 14 months (good deal). But after credit card, the $100 I owe Beej for Seattle, and the cheque I gave dad for cell phone, that leaves with me just under $200 to last me an entire month. I have to get my bus pass with that, and my phone bill is $198. Plus I will need to get catfood and other household supplies this month.

This fucking sucks. I need a second income ._.

OUTRAGE!!

I JUST FOUND OUT THAT MY ORIGINAL COPY OF ADVENT CHILDREN IS MISSING.

THIS IS IN ADDITION TO SERENITY.

IF COLBY HAS EITHER OF THESE, I AM GOING TO CHOKE A BITCH.

I am making bloomers, and I broke a needle on my serger.

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i feel very restless tonight. Like I'm waiting for something to happen, but I don't know what it is and it'll likely pass me by. I'm done sewing for the night, there's nothing on TV and no movies I want to see, I'm not inspired to write, it's too late to do dishes or bake, I'm frustrated with my video game because I keep pressing the buttons out of order and I need them to be IN order, I'm bored of all the music I have... I suppose I could read a book.

My apartment also smells like cigarette smoke and I don't know why.

Moments like this make living until the next day seem an impossibility.