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[totchipanda]

i feel very restless tonight. Like I'm waiting for something to happen, but I don't know what it is and it'll likely pass me by. I'm done sewing for the night, there's nothing on TV and no movies I want to see, I'm not inspired to write, it's too late to do dishes or bake, I'm frustrated with my video game because I keep pressing the buttons out of order and I need them to be IN order, I'm bored of all the music I have... I suppose I could read a book.

My apartment also smells like cigarette smoke and I don't know why.

Moments like this make living until the next day seem an impossibility.