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I have decided that my goal for nano will be 60K, as I'm working with material that isn't technically mine.

The downside: my elbow hurts from typing in a bad position for hours on Saturday and then annoying it more on Sunday. So i haven't written anyting in over 24 hours and my ahead-of-schedule lead is going to be dwindling.

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Ok, Wow. Clearly, I suck. Crash and burn liek whoa.

First reaction: Fuck you.

I didn't even get a chance to explain.

My sarcasm button must be broken. I was trying to be "funny". It backfired. I'm sorry. I'm sorry you decided to drop nano, but lots of people do it around full time jobs or school and busier social lives than mine. I don't have any insight to the kind of person who likes to do nano, so I won't go down that route.. Truthfully, I'm not enjoying it as much this year myself.

I'm sorry I can't say anything right these days.

I feel so unimportant and needy and clingy all wrapped up in one. And I fucking hate that. At least the last two I have some poor, semblance of control over.

One thing I do miss about my ex, before things went to the shitter, was the feeling that I could talk to her about anything. I don't have that anymore. I haven't had it in like, 4 years. I need to be on my own to center, but I'm starting to fall apart without someone to talk to.

Nao is leaving tomorrow. Ren doesn't know it yet.

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