Augh

I think it's fair to say that I am depressed. I recognized it late last week/early this week when I tried to talk myself into just... throwing money around. Money I definitely do not have. That happens every February. Today when I got home even though I'm rather hungry I'm just not super interested in eating and that is a definite hallmark. I'm preeeetty sure that even though I do go through a mini-depression every summer, it's safe to call this one a direct result of worrying over my grampa.

I just can't find non-striped sock yarn for the same price I can get online. I need a pineapple reticule. Need. American friends, what is yarn-shopping like in the States (and especially Spokane/Seattle areas)?