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totchipandaDay 3: did nuffin. Meh.
Day 4: Realized that if I wanted to make the other challenge of a garment from a designer on BlueSky in February, I needed to actually sew the garment that was already cut out. So I spent 45 mins or so stitching the front of the blouse together.
All downtime the past couple days has been "sitting on the couch playing matching games" which is hell on my hands. I also started watching Farscape again (so so so good) (don't know if I even posted about it the first time, which was literally 10 years ago) so at least I've got my "brain entertainment" for the next few weeks sorted.
This morning I walked into the kitchen and looked at the absolute mountain of dirty dishes all over my counters and said "THIS is depression". Not unrelated, I've been out of my anti-depressant for a week already and it's the brain drug that doesn't cause zappies so I haven't been worried about it but also have forgotten to check in with the pharmacy about it except for a 10 second window at random times throughout the day. Well I logged in to my account this morning and it says ready for pick up, so I'm gonna swing by after work today to check on it. And if its not ready, then to please get it anyway bc gd y'all. Thinking about past years and how absolutely awful I've felt, this is still a vast improvement. But. That is not the point. The point is that I need to get my ass to the pharmacy and get this monkey show on the road. Thankfully this ALSO the drug that worked within 4 hours of first taking it so I should get back to baseline soon.
My budget got weird this week due to unexpected concert, but in some also-good news because February is a short month all of my bills that are usually auto-paid in the early part of a month are delayed by a few days. The one that normally comes out on the 2nd is coming out on the 5th, and the one on the 5th is coming out on the 8th. So budget is still weird but it works in my advantage. I told the counsellor that I have a weird relationship to budgeting and hooo boy this is still true!
This week I was stuck at the front desk for a couple day so I didn't have much chance to think about other stuff, including said budget. I also missed the cut-off for that job I was gonna apply to :( Alas!
Day 4: Realized that if I wanted to make the other challenge of a garment from a designer on BlueSky in February, I needed to actually sew the garment that was already cut out. So I spent 45 mins or so stitching the front of the blouse together.
All downtime the past couple days has been "sitting on the couch playing matching games" which is hell on my hands. I also started watching Farscape again (so so so good) (don't know if I even posted about it the first time, which was literally 10 years ago) so at least I've got my "brain entertainment" for the next few weeks sorted.
This morning I walked into the kitchen and looked at the absolute mountain of dirty dishes all over my counters and said "THIS is depression". Not unrelated, I've been out of my anti-depressant for a week already and it's the brain drug that doesn't cause zappies so I haven't been worried about it but also have forgotten to check in with the pharmacy about it except for a 10 second window at random times throughout the day. Well I logged in to my account this morning and it says ready for pick up, so I'm gonna swing by after work today to check on it. And if its not ready, then to please get it anyway bc gd y'all. Thinking about past years and how absolutely awful I've felt, this is still a vast improvement. But. That is not the point. The point is that I need to get my ass to the pharmacy and get this monkey show on the road. Thankfully this ALSO the drug that worked within 4 hours of first taking it so I should get back to baseline soon.
My budget got weird this week due to unexpected concert, but in some also-good news because February is a short month all of my bills that are usually auto-paid in the early part of a month are delayed by a few days. The one that normally comes out on the 2nd is coming out on the 5th, and the one on the 5th is coming out on the 8th. So budget is still weird but it works in my advantage. I told the counsellor that I have a weird relationship to budgeting and hooo boy this is still true!
This week I was stuck at the front desk for a couple day so I didn't have much chance to think about other stuff, including said budget. I also missed the cut-off for that job I was gonna apply to :( Alas!
