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Weird dreams
Jul. 23rd, 2015 07:38 amMy grampas health has taken a turn for the worse. He was hospitalized a couple weeks ago and on Saturday dad said he was looking better, but yeaterday the hospital called and had asked gramma if she thought grampa would consider life support. They wanted to talk to her and dad. My brother and I decided to go along, and one of my sisters is coming from out of town too.
I knew when this all started that grampa "feeling better" may not have the best outcome, depending on how you look at it. But I have long been a supporter of right-to-die care (I think it was grade 7... I remember writing an essay about it when I wanted to be working on bad Jurassic Park fanfiction) and I honestly cannot see an ending to this with my grampa healthy enough to go back to the home with gramma and on his own two feet. I've been crying since dad texted me yesterday and I'm sure I'll cry more today, but that's where we are at... 7:14 am.
I had some weird dreams last night, but when I looked at the meanings behind some of the symbolism, it makes sense given how high my emotions and anxiety is right now. The TL;DR version is all tied into my granpa's health. The long version below involves teeth.
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I knew when this all started that grampa "feeling better" may not have the best outcome, depending on how you look at it. But I have long been a supporter of right-to-die care (I think it was grade 7... I remember writing an essay about it when I wanted to be working on bad Jurassic Park fanfiction) and I honestly cannot see an ending to this with my grampa healthy enough to go back to the home with gramma and on his own two feet. I've been crying since dad texted me yesterday and I'm sure I'll cry more today, but that's where we are at... 7:14 am.
I had some weird dreams last night, but when I looked at the meanings behind some of the symbolism, it makes sense given how high my emotions and anxiety is right now. The TL;DR version is all tied into my granpa's health. The long version below involves teeth.
( Read more... )
