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totchipandaWho's got two thumbs and is suffering a depression period right now?
If you guessed me, ding ding ding! You win a prize!
It's the same as February... period of mania followed by "i just don't care". I want to work on a bunch of sewing but eh, too much effort. I should eat something but eh, too much effort. I should just turn off my computer and go to bed but eh, too much effort.
I did, however, get into my stays so I could try my vest on (eh), and then decided to try on my curtain-along gown just for shits and giggles. It's awaiting sleeves, hemming and trimming right now. Worth it. I felt so pretty. I really miss my full-length mirror though, I couldn't get any decent shots.
ETA: I almost feel like posting on FB, hey guess what. I have nothing to "be strong" for and I'm still fucking depressed.
ETA2: and I'm bloody sick of "such and such happened, what happened next will blow you away!" And I also didn't have an epiphany over the Beauty & the Beast post that everyone else seemed to. I promise I will close my social media now and work on taking care of myself. My attitude will improve when my mood does. Promise. <3
If you guessed me, ding ding ding! You win a prize!
It's the same as February... period of mania followed by "i just don't care". I want to work on a bunch of sewing but eh, too much effort. I should eat something but eh, too much effort. I should just turn off my computer and go to bed but eh, too much effort.
I did, however, get into my stays so I could try my vest on (eh), and then decided to try on my curtain-along gown just for shits and giggles. It's awaiting sleeves, hemming and trimming right now. Worth it. I felt so pretty. I really miss my full-length mirror though, I couldn't get any decent shots.
ETA: I almost feel like posting on FB, hey guess what. I have nothing to "be strong" for and I'm still fucking depressed.
ETA2: and I'm bloody sick of "such and such happened, what happened next will blow you away!" And I also didn't have an epiphany over the Beauty & the Beast post that everyone else seemed to. I promise I will close my social media now and work on taking care of myself. My attitude will improve when my mood does. Promise. <3
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Date: 2014-09-06 03:14 pm (UTC)I knew the tune, that it was on Lilac, which is in a box that I can see from where I sit at the computer, but its the bottom of a pile (though the boxes on top have patterns and towels in them, the CD box is four rows and I might have to unearth quite a few CDs before I found it), but I should have it in iTunes though not on my phone, but loading iTunes was just SO HARD (sigh, depression narratives).... I finally did open iTunes to figure out what it was lol. Thank you for the share though!
And to figure out Kazuki's name, I found some tribute videos on youtube, and the titles were all in kanji. I was like "Ka.... tsu...?" and finally opened one to see if anyone put his name in romaji lol. I can't believe (well, I can, really) I forgot his name considering the day he died was one of the most memorable days of my young working life. (I was at work and I just felt like I should be at home crying and being sad about something. And then I got home and yes... I was very sad.)